Chan Rak Khoon

Sister gathering on Sunday . Met up with Mummy , Joyce they all . Was fun . After that , met Shirley , saw ZhiHao they all after that . Asked Ahbee to come down find us . Thanks Son . (: Thanks for keeping me busy , so i won't think of anything he did to me .

I don't know what are you thinking about . Your hurting me without realising it . Piece Of Shit . Continue with all your lies .

You're just a piece of shit .
Just save all your craps to the others .
I'm not the one you can fool around with .

Another Me

Came back from Jurong East . Went to my previous working place to dye my hair . WanPing & another new guy did it for me . Nick do the cutting . Satisfied . (: Got a free Shiseido treatment . Softens my hair , especially after so much damaged to my hair .

Thanks to Wanping . Took out my extension . My head's feeling lighter now . Hahas . I think there'll be no regrets taking out all my extensions . For so long , i've not been able to comb through my hair . Now i can even comb through with my fingers . Nothing much to post alrd . Gg to watch tv . (:

Happy Birthday




It was Veron's birthday celebration , at Viva . It was quite fun . Many people came . Was quite tipsy . & because of that , i went off earlier . Woke up , & got a bad headache . This is what you get when you drank too much . Wanted to do facial today , but because today's Sunday , shops closing earlier .

So didn't get to do it . Should be gg tomorrow . & it's a must . Should get up earlier tomorrow . Kind of irritated . Cos wanted to do it since last week , but i just don't have the time . Talked on the phone with Shirley just now . Seems like we've drifted . Cos we got to work . & she's currently staying at her boyfriend's house .

But girl , let me give you some advice . If you're really not happy over there , just move back . Don't stressed up yourself . It'll not give any help to you & your boyfriend . You need to cool down . Anyway , i'm always willing to lend you my shoulders to cry on . (:

I'm now getting irritated by my hair luhs . It's in a mess cans . My mom says that i suits shorter hair . How ? Kind of confused over my hair luhs . Gg to get it dyed & trimmed soon . Sick & tired of this head of mine .

Disappointment

For the past few weeks , have been thinking . & I've thot through alot of things . & I think there's no reason or things people have done to make me continue . It's just a disappointment . Love or don't love , it doesn't matter anymore . At least for these few weeks , i've done whatever i can .

But the outcome was still the same . I don't feel anything , don't get any concern . For these few weeks , i think i've been giving in more . So even if i leave , I won't have any regrets . The least I can do was to give in . Seems somehow can't forget you . Afterall we've been through . Especially , when we got caught by police & i got held back .

But since there's no more you & me , there's also nothing to reminisce about . There's a reason behind everthing . & my reason is , you neglected my feelings . It's the reason why i became sensitive . I'm tired . But at the same time , i loves . If i knew that this will be the outcome , i won't try to change things .

P.S I'm really letting you go this time .