So long since I last blog .

I'm just seriously not ok at all . Just seem that we're totally from
2 kinds of different world . I'm like a wife of nobody , but myself .
I told myself that you loved me , but each time , you smack me on the
face with reality . I asked myself many times , why would a guy who loves
you treat you this way . & again I find myself many excuses to cover everything .

It's been so hurting eversince I gave birth . It's just too much for me to handle , alone .
I'm not happy . Seriously not happy . But you didn't have the slightest feeling .
You're alrd not that someone that I could share my unhappiness & joy . Just too afraid to
tell you how I'm feeling . If I were to choose one more time , I'll rather I'm your friend .

You didn't know , one word or actions from you can change my day . Really .
I don't know how should I put it in words . So much we've done together & gone through
before disappeared in just a blink of an eye . It's so hurting to see how much things've changed .
Especially when I tried to flash back everything . They couldn't stop tearing me .
So much I want to tell you , so much feelings I want you to feel . But it seemed to be too late .

Guess one day I'll leave in silence to return you your freedom .
It's just too hurting to see us like that alrd .

I'm back to complaint to my dear blog .

You know , there's many through my mind now .
It seems to be so near yet so far . Many things that we've been through
together , I thought we were strong , strong enough . It wasn't .
Many changes , many . Not saying that I'm not at fault . Yes , I am .
That's why all these changes . I'm sorry . Really sorry . I want to see you happy .
That's all .

I'm Back





My blog has been dead for sometime , I know .
Recently been busy with work , & I got so tired when I'm home .
It's like finally yangyang's going into his 5th months .
He's staying with grandmother as I've got to work .

He's doing so well now .
Started to feed him baby's food , & Mom said that he's teething soon !
That's really fast . Now I can't wait to cook some porridge for him . Lols .
Gotta wait for a few more months to really let him try the porridge .

Loves him TTM !


Shits , tomorrow working with that Old damn BITCH .
She's really something , that's one thing I can't deny .
She can really do push up for our boss's boob . Damn .
I don't understand , your f 50 plus years old , you should
be grateful that you're still able to stand in this line .
Please , If you are those who can't take money & commission stuffs
easy , then don't come into sales line !

Tell everyone how hard your life has been .
You are not married , no kid to feed , you have got
no worries ! You even tell everyone you only eat mooncakes
from hotel , you showed off how many countries you've been before ,
& when your sales not good , you tell people you're having a hard time .

C'mon , please wake up your mind .

Peektures of Precious .

Precious is 3 months & 5 days now . He's able to turn his head fast but not that stable yet . He likes chewing on his own little fingers . Wants to watch TV while drinking milk . Wants to talk & play with anyone that he sees . Will cry for attention . Doesn't wants to sit for too long . Loves to smile & giggle . Tomorrow's gg to polyclinic for his jab . Loves little precious to the max .

Once Bitten Twice Shy


Just got home from work . Now my poor little toe hurts
even more . Went back to Batok see Precious yesterday .
I miss him . Now he'll wants to talk so much . Just loves him
to the max . He's grandmother's saying he doesn't look like
2 months plus . No matter what , we loves him .

To Bugis to get some clothings with Loves . & to Chinatown
for his purfume too . Loves chose a nice top & bought it for me .
Thanks . Caught Tekken at Illuma too . I just loves the time
when there's only the two of us .



I Miss My Son !

Hopefully everything would get better .