It all Matters

Met boyfriend on Sunday . Went from this place to another . Boyfriend fetch me at around 8 plus . Then to Bugis , met his friends . Then to Fusion , billard-ing . After that , to Geylang if i'm not wrong . & then Labodor Park , then to another place . I don't know what's the place call . Took some pictures . Grabbed it from boyfriend's friend's profile . Thanks ! (:

Had a long long day today . Viva closed early , that's why we get to knock off early . Chatted with Mummy they all outside . I don't understand why some people like to poke their nose into others business . Just tell the whole world that i've hurted you so badly .

I don't care how people's going to feel about me , they must've thought that i'm selfish & fuck up to treat you this way . I don't care . Put your pillow higher before you sleep , & ask yourself , didn't this girl treated me nice once . Then start spouting with all your nonsense craps .

Angry .

Finally my computer is back .
Have been missing my computer for weeks .
But some of the files isn't install yet .
& i can't send my photos through bluetooth .
Can't wait to upload our photos .
Damn it .

Was Drink Drank Drunk yesterday .
Went Speed Legend & Next Stop .
Was with boyfriend & Kok Hong .

Was surprised by boyfriend's msg .
Thanks boyfriend !

Just reached home , & finish bathing .
Was drenched in the rain .
Went back from Katong ,
Half way boyfriend said ,
"Dear , you got to go under the rain with me alrd . "
Thought it wouldn't be raining so soon .

At last still cannot get away .
At first was still alrights ,
then suddenly rain free free like that .
Boyfriend no choice got to turn into the patrol station .

Waited for 1 hour .
Romantic siol . Knn .
Was quite touch , boyfriend still send me all the way back .
He was shivering all the way .
So sweet right .
Thanks boyfriend . (:

Boyfriend came at 9 plus ,
Went Pasir Ris to have our dinner .
Caught transformers at Downtown with boyfriend ,
Complicated but quite nice .
Headed to Eastcoast , boyfriend played billard .
& then to Katong for Left 4 dead .
After that went to somewhere there eat again .

Then that irritating cats & dogs started while we're on the way back .



Lastly , i hope i'm right this time .

Grandmother came to our house .
She's still the same . (:
She said i look alike with mummy .
Of course , she's my mummy what .

Thought of gg Hub with sister ,
cause we wanted to go shopping .
But she need to go over her boyfriend's place after that .
The time not tele , cause boyfriend's
only coming to fetch me at night ,
but it's still so early .
& I doesn't want to make so many trip .

Am gg to get my nails done .
My toes look pathetic now .
Gg to catch Transformers tonight . (:
Recently my blog's quite plain .
Gonna upload some pictures soon .


I wish time passes slowly .

Daddy sent me to work yesterday .
Was kind of moody , due to my fever .
Chris , Keane & Fadzli came down .

Boyfriend came over to fetch me go eat .
& bought panadol for me .
& " forced " me to take the panadol .
I detest panadol can .
Nearly choked to death before .
But in the end still take it .

Now i'm feeling better .
Thanks to boyfriend . (:

Lan gaming just now .
We're like gan chiong spider can .
Just reached home sweet home .

Got to go bathe now . (:

Just woke up by my sore throat .
Took my temperature , 38.2 .
But please , not H1N1 .
My body's kind of breaking down .
& the sore throat's killing me .

Have not been really so sick for the past few months .
Now i've to really take a rest .
But still planning to go work tonight .
Don't have the strength to post alrd .

Just scold free free lors .
I'm sick & tired alrd .
When i held you back , you didn't give a damn .

Everytime when i'm leaving ,
then you'll start caring .
Always assuming things by yourself .
Just like you told me ,
You're not me , how you know ?
Just fuck it .
I don't care alrd .


Received Ahbee's call .
He just came out , kind of relieved .
(:

Sighs .
No point alrd .

Went Viva ,
celebrated Mummy's birthday .
He wanted me to wear white & black .
& i did . I waited & you wasn't there .

I've heard things ,
who am i to you ?
I've called every station .
But there's no news from you .
I've been listening to the song you used to sing .
& i'm thinking of you .

Take care boy .
I know someday i'm wrong for being stubborn .
But prove me wrong please .



I'm praying .

I just woke up ,
didn't sleep much .
Woke up by every call & msgs .
Hoping it was you .
Received loads of msg & calls , but it wasn't you .




Pray hard .

I thought it should be a wonderful time .
Now i'm asking myself , why ?
Came & gone .
It was too unexpected .
If i knew , i hope you wasn't here .



Pray hard .
I'm gg to sleep ,
hopefully when i'm awake , you're there .

My fingers was stuck between that mother fucking door !
My fingers looks like ET's finger now .

Today's mommy's birthday .
Gonna bring her out eat .
No , my heart's not with you anymore .
& i'm not gg to give any fucking damn alrd .

Fucking eat & sleep the whole day ,
one day you'll regret .
& yes , you're a piece of shit .

Just came back from facial .
It was a last minute thing .
My eyes swollen luhs .
Tomorrow gg down Clementi remove my lashes .
Shagged .

I told myself to keep a distance from you .
Never to let you hurt me again .